I just don’t see the point in going to sleep anymore. That’s been the same thought running through my head all summer around this hour. I’m not going to be doing anything tomorrow.

Well, tomorrow being an exception but any other day that’s how it would go down.

I don’t want to go back tomorrow. I have so many things I need to say but I know I can’t say them here. The joys of having people that know you in real life follow you. Well some people.

To say I didn’t do much this summer is somewhat an understatement. I stayed home mostly. I didn’t go to the DMV. I didn’t really read anything. A little more than a weeks time and I go back to school and I still haven’t finished my summer reading. I’m a very good procrastinator. It’ll get done, at some point. I work best under pressure anyways.

Since the counselor the other day told me the chances of me getting into a UC are low I’ve been real down lately. It’s not like I had a plan after high school, other than going to college but nothing specific, but it’s the fact that I probably won’t be admitted to anywhere noteworthy is what bugs me. I know I could have gotten in had I not been an idiot my first two years. Maybe I will later in the future. Chances are I’m going to be in college a long time anyways. I’m not even sure what I want to be yet but I know I’m going to be studying for quite some time.

As of now, I’m probably going to begin studying for the SAT’s soon and with school right around the corner that means cross country is also coming up. I can’t wait til it starts. I’m going to get so dark but I miss running a lot.

It’s already August. Where did the year go by.